Just so those of you who may run across this blog can understand, this blog is bout whatever I'm feeling at the time of its composition. It is what it is.
Ok so I am partner to the most wonderful man in the world. I know that there are some people who will groan (whatever) or disagree (whatever, again) but, well, whatever.
Having said that, I've noticed something about me. When I really care about someone, I want to protect them at all costs. When they hurt, I hurt and when they need something, I want to be the one to provide it for them. The question is: what do I do when he's in a situation and I can't help?
Life is weird. Thing's happen for a reason. Always. That being said, in practicality, cliches like that don't really help when the time comes to deal with life's problems. In reality, it's very hard to say things like "things happen for a reason," and "just hold on to God's unchanging hand, Hallelujah, EEE-VEE-VEE-OH-SHAN-DO" when the only thing you really want is a solution to your problem. Let's keep it real. The last thing that some people want to hear when they are going through is how wonderful things will be at the END of all of their drama. Just tell me how to deal with today's pain...PLEASE. Think about it. People who want to give up on life today don't really think that tomorrow will be any different than yesterday was. Mind you, my baby's issues aren't effecting him in a way that makes him want to give up on anyone or anything (it's more of a nuisance-type of situation than anything else) but I CAN relate to the fact that sometimes although there may be a light at the end of the tunnel, what's there to say that its not a damn freight train coming at you?
Ok, I may be transferring a little bit of my own stuff on here but whatever. Shut up.
So that brings me to this: I wanna help. I love him so I always want to see that beautiful smile and hear those corny-ass jokes (and that occasional not-so-corny one that really makes me laugh all night). But what he's going through right now is something that I've never really had to deal with before. Since I'm not directly involved, I can't really effect change. That sucks, too, because If I could, I'd change it all around. He deserves no less.
Anyway, so how do y'all help people when you can't really make a direct change?
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